4.12.24
I am so so sooo sleepy
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Physics may or may not be evil (I secretly love it). It is only sometimes evil because of super duper hard exams, but all is well now :3 My lovely friend will be bringing me a matcha latte soon and then I will be REJUVENATED. WOOHOO. Upon drinking my scrumptious latte, I will be studying 4evaaa 〒▽〒. This study session, however, will involve one of my super epic friends! I am excited to further my knowledge in multiple subject areas while acquiescing to the demands of my professors. SMH. Why must I be kept from frolicking and silly all day. Also, my mom sent me a song about birds today and it made me super duper happy. I love birds and all media related to them, unless the birds are being harmed!!!

2.9.24
Bonjour blog!!!
It has been quite a while since I last posted here! Hopefully my billion gajillion followers can forgive me for my absence. BLOG I HAVE SUCH GOOD NEWS FOR YOU. I have... A BOYFRIEND. Tadaaaaaaa :3 He is genuinely so kind to me. We share so many interests and he indulges my obsessions with birds and chess. What more could a girl possiblyyy want. Things are looking up for me blog. Academically, I enjoy striving TO achieve the grades I want yet again. I feel so much enjoyment in that area now, whereas before it was an impeding source of anxiety. Now I feel challenged and excited!!! This is so totally awesome sauce. My favorite topic thus far has been the neural engineering unit in my Introduction to Biomedical Engineering class :) The ability to engineer neural connectivity in such a way that connects synapse firing to a prosthetic limb is absolutely fascinating.
BLOG OH MY GOODNESS.
I am writing this in a park at my university and I JUST GOT TO PET A KITTY. This small group of students had an adorable little calico on a leash and she was the sweetest thing everrrr. We tried to leash train my family cat several years back, but that girl just FALLS OVER. She cannot even handle little costumesss. We tried to put little bumble bee wings on her for Halloween and she literally just topples over.

11.29.23
Today is about finding happiness blog. It is time for me to take my joy into my own hands! I went to get some delicious pastries with my bestest friend this morning. We are basically platonic lesbian lovers ♡ Anywaysss now I am in a library being super awesome and cool while she goes to class. There are also several wonderful people interested in me at the moment. I have been invited to two dates by these two beautiful and sweet girls!!! Things are always looking up for me because I have done all the right things to allow myself to heal and prepare myself for success. Continuing to develop my hobbies/interests has been a lovely experience. Truthfully, I am grateful for these challenges in life, because no matter how much they break my heart I know I will always be stronger for it. Continuing to lead my life with kindness and love will get me right where I need to be :)

11.20.23
Today is an exciting day, blog. I am camping this afternoon at a lovely state park by the beach! When we first arrived, I helped set up the tent then went hiking along a trail. I SAW TWO DEER. They were genuinely some of the most adorable creatures I have seen in my entire life :) I got such cute pictures of them from quite close up! This was achieved by kind of sort of stalking them, but it was okay since I came in peace :3 #Vegan. The area surrounding the trail was a gorgeous glade comprised of mostly pine trees. While I do have a special place in my heart for deciduous trees, pines are quite nice as well.

11.19.23
BLOG GUESS WHAT!
Today I saw THE NUTCRACKER!!! I knew two of the lovely ladies performing today and they put on an absolutely ASTOUNDING show. Tchaikovsky always executes a flawless composition, somehow managing to make me cry no matter the circumstances. Additionally, I got to go backstage like a super awesome cool girl (my true self). The sun was setting as I left the theatre which was quite the beautiful sight. I adore when stratus clouds are backlit by the sun; they look like little cotton candy puffs :3

11.18.23
Hello blog, today does NOT feel like a Saturday. I am visiting my grandfather, so that may have something to do with it. We do not typically do much whilst visiting. I did, however, get a scrumptious vanilla and raspberry latte this morning. That was very nice. Additionally, I started and finished the novel Koroko by Natsume Sōseki. The book was incredibly introspective and evaluated many of the elements which comprise human morality. I always love a good read :)

11.17.23
Hellow :3
Dearest blog, today I am writing to you from a lovely little café in my hometown. FANCY. After an apple tart and vanilla latte, I am ALL ready to write. This is my first time frequenting this café after my boyfriend broke up with me :( I AM STRONG! There is so much joy to be found in the daily act of living. Taking things moment by moment has allowed me to appreciate even the teeniest tiniest aspects of my day. Reconnecting with nature has also been extremely helpful. One of the things I love about this café is the foliage visible from their window seats. Though it may distract me from my work at times, flora is truly pleasant to look at :)